[ [*ucked up!] ]
-Thursday, March 31, 2005-
in emotic mode...
fark!muz b d overwhelmin stress!
urgh!
i wanna sing
but ma voice suddenly sounded awful
i wanna dance
but d steps juz wun cum out rite
i wanna shout
but d voice seems soundless
i wanna kick
but d moves dun feel gud
i wanna run
but d legs juz cant move
i wanna cry
but d tears dun want ta roll
i wanna dream
but d images seem too vague
i wanna alot of tingz
but notin seems ta b rite!
now...i rili feel like cryin...shitty mood...emo indah...*sigh*
AaAarrGGgHhHhHhhHhHh!!!evrytin juz seems ta much ta swallow...fark!
~ronery geeko~
*she juz wanna b herself*
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[ [*sigh*] ]
-Monday, March 28, 2005-
d gf has been busy...
d gf has been neglectin d bf...
d gf hasnt met d bf fer quite awhile...
d gf tot she can handles it well...
but now, d gf is missin d bf so much...
n now, d gf feels so lonely...
n now, d gf nids d bf...
*sigh*
~ronery geeko~
*she misses him.PERIOD.*
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[ [OoHhhh...] ]
-Wednesday, March 23, 2005-
Sumtin caught ma eye...
*winks ta nana n ayu* hee... r u guys tinkin wat im tinkin...kwakwa...
i simply cant stop gigglin...u guys noe wat im tinkin about rite?!remember wat we toked abt durin our conference...kekek uh!
anihows...lets make ourselves free on tt day aite!1st of may!WEeEeeEeEe....
meanwhile...reports in progress!urgh!
*she's goin cyclin in d mornin wif her dear*
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WoOhOo...!!!
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[ [WTH!] ]
-Tuesday, March 22, 2005-
Deep down in the Pacific Ocean in the city of Bikini Bottom lives a square yellow sea sponge named...SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!!hee...
dear fetched me fr skul yesterday n went ta watch Spongebob Squarepants...kekek uh!
had a splendid day...*dreams*...lupp ya!
haiz...cant wait fer d holis...stupid tests!stupid reports!hectic week next week!more like dooms week!so many date dues!fark!I WANT D HOLIDAYS!!!
beach wif d gerls 2dae cancelled...goin swimmin instead...plans cocked up!*sigh*
nah,nvm...tmr will b a better day...hope so...if i can finish ma freakin irritatin long-winded matrices maths assgnmt by 2nite...den i shall decide on cyclin at ec or relaxin at plwn!dis is y i love ma life...=p
gonna go mkn-in wif wan sweets soon!yay!super-duper long time since i met him uh!magnus owe me lunch 2...kwakwa!upper thomson fer me,magnus n company...WoOhoO!tink im growin fat!urgh!
dear...lets go joggin soon!ull run n ill cheer fer u..ok?!seeing u run makes me tired olready!haha...GO REZAL!kwakwa...
28april...pls cum soon...i wanna go out of Sing-chia-por!
sad ta hear wat happened ta u gerl...i feel fer u...sumtimes,guys can rili b stupid jerks!n dese jerks dun deserve us!u noe,me n nana r alwaes here if u nid us...now,try ta concentrate on ur exams k...luv ya!*hugs*
*she wants ta go bali...heavenly paradise!*
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[ [Read n understand...] ]
-Thursday, March 17, 2005-
Dont pretend like u care
Dont act like u feel fer me
Coz I noe behind tt facade
U're juz another hypocrite
Time has passed
We said our goodbyes
New chapters r made
N new promises r said
Dun u get it
Wat I'm tryin ta hint
U r no longer in mah life
So do as u tink deem fit
I dun need anymore msgs fr u
I dun need u ta ask me out
Coz I'm no longer tt girl
No longer d girl u pushed aside
I've moved on with life
With sum1 I love so much
I dun need d past
To keep wif me no more
U dun need ta tell me wat happened
Coz I had known fr d start
Ur stories of "no commitments" sounded bull
If u think back n realise
U r just another being
Who I had cared fer at some pt in mah life
N who had rejected mah concern to go fer another
N gave me stupid reasons ta stay aside
Now, I'm happy,blessed n feel loved
I dun need u ta pull me down
With ur sweet nothings n selfish talks
Coz I've moved on n cant b bothered anymore
Now, is it clear enuf fer u
Now, u get wat I mean
U may think I'm being mean
But search ur conscience n think!
*she's is lurveeeeeee*
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-Sunday, March 13, 2005-

crappy us after evrytin was over...hee...
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me n d bride-to-be...
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i love him n he loves me..lalalala...
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eww...i look so bitchy in d pic...urgh!
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pixies takin below d plc...
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[ [kuatnye bau kedai...lol!] ]
a saturday nite but aint happenin at all...*bleahz*
it was an early nite fer us...borin...n blame it on mah slengehness...hee...
din bring mah hs keys along so tt i cud chg fr mah kurung...imagine goin ta town in kurung!
haha...NOT HAPPENIN!!!
dear accompanied me ta yanti's hs fer her engagement...reached dere only in d evenin...coz dear siap lambat uh...hee...ok2,it was me...=p
pity him...muz haf felt outta plc n bored...but bein d shweet him...he din show it n always assured me tt it was ok...lupp ya!
yanti showed us our old pixies...hee...we look so decent-nonsense...lol...d straight n short hair...eww!
hmm...not tryin ta bitch here...but i noe she was tryin ta seduce u...*giggles*urgh!yupz,yupz...i dun like her n never did aniwez so i wun bother puttin a super nice front...u saw how i toked ta her rite...so malas nak layan...n d limit was wen she like cursed us!instead of wishin us all d best...she cursed us!yati said,"eh...si pretty girl dah sampai ah!" den she interrupted,"eh rozanna...hw cum u so dark nw compared ta sec skul?" yati said,"nie mesti gi tannin uh" she replied,"ohh...hmm....nak challenge ngan me ehk?" lol! ~bluek~ u make me wanna puke lah gerl...challenge u...puhh-leese...ure so damn fair!challenge u?no thx!big star mane ntah...star karat adelah!tink i dunnoe wat she has been sayin behind mah back in sec skul!"frens" like tt i wun lose anitin wifout dem!pathetic attention-deprived jealous pussy!
pendin assignments n tests....
- law n malay society term assgnmt(31.3.05)
- genetics term assgnmt (31.3.05)
- basic maths assgmt
- genetics lab report(31.3.05)
- biochem test(18.3.05)
- basic maths test(31.3.05)
WAKE UP INDAH!!!
*she loves her dearest so much.PERIOD.*
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-Friday, March 11, 2005-

itz a sunny,sunny day...
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[ [in muggin mode...*stoned*] ]
a bad start fer d day...stupid cramps!
gettin down wif serious studyin...i tink i m...
dearest has been super supportive...tho can get a bit naggy at time,dey work...hee...
missin him so much...
heard a song over d radio juz nw called "all about you"...new one by prophets or sumtin like tt...
super nice n sweet...it goes sumtin like tis...
"ill answer all of ur wishes if u ask me to...
if u deny me 1 of ur kisses, i dunno wat ill do...
so hold me close n say d 3 words like u always do...
u make ma life worthwhile...n ill say wif a smile...its all bout you..."
has a very dreamland fairytale beginnin tune...i loike...its fer u,dear...*winks*
mah brain's drained...gonna hit d bed...got 4hrs of pract tmr mornin...
aba's been sweet...love him loads...
love mah precious family loads...
love mah beloved dear loads...
love mah darlink frens loads...
hmm...im gettin groggy...urgh!
~i dun care if ppl tink its a comedy...
its our neverendin love story...
coz i noe...
until we're apart,ill never stop lovin u...
until we're apart,ill never stop missin u...
until we're apart,ill never stop tinkin of u...
i wanna hold ur hand,stand by ur side n spend mah days wif u...
i dun care if ppl tink itll b another tragedy...
coz i noe...itz our neverendin love story...~
*she wants him by her side...always*
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-Tuesday, March 08, 2005-

i love takin pixies...hur hur...so vain!=p
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ttz wif our beloved former pres,sarinah...
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Ewww...we look like some chinese opera singers wif d thick make-up on!hee...
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EWAH!
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busy...busy...busy!
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eww...i look so wanna act cute!~bluek~
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before d super thick make-up...!
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[ [IM BROKE...!] ]
tis is fer u...
y does it cum back rushin...
i hate ta feel tis way...
*looks down*
sun...
met dearest at noon ta accompany him go suntec convention fer d career fair...was lookin thru d unis' applications tingy...hmm...d tot of him studyin overseas kinda upsets me...but he's got ta do wat he's got ta do...hee...sent me ta dhobby ghaut wher i had ta report fer d dance...met d rest n ate at bk 1st b4 headin ta le meridien hotel...d show went great...tho they din gave us any refreshments...so cheapskate...klah,i noe we got piad fer dancin...but even juz drinks will do rite...hmmph!d day ended suckily...ttz only fer me ta noe...*pouts*
sat...
cramped study time abit...only managed ta do a few sums fr maths tut...went out ard 5 ta accompany mah mum get sum stuff at geylang...stayed dere till evenin when mah father picked us up...proceeded fer dinner...food wasnt nice btw!alot of ppl at d plc...so masak pun dah tak betul!irritating kan..!den...d whole family went ta marina bay...aba went fishin...yupz,yupz, n he caught some fish...while he was in action...i was busy sleepin in mah tent...Zzzzzz....only reached hm ard 4am!
fri...
went ta skul ta hand in mah lab report den proceeded ta clementi mrt ta meet ayu....ta town we go!!!sweety accompanied me shop fer mah tings...din managed ta grab evryting in d list...like DUH!makin money isnt easy ey'!we went kinda crazy in forever 21...hee...tried on d accessories n stuff!!went back ta skul after grabbin mah stuff fer dance practice...was feelin kinda shagged by d end of d day...urgh!
IM OFFICIALLY BROKE!!!
cant wait fer tmr...hittin d beach wif dearest...pls dun rain...pls...
*she is so gonna start savin up*
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[ [SHIT!] ]
-Friday, March 04, 2005-
memories will remain memories...
tho sumtimes it feels kinda weird...
but glad tt u still do confide in me...
tho i noe i cant do much, but i tink i make a gud listener...
hopes evrythin goes well fer u...
dun brood over it too much aite...
im sure things will work out n turn on fine...
till den, take care n enjoy life...
SHIT!IM LATE!hmm....wats new?!
*runs*
*she needs cash badly*
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[ [she had a great day 2dae...*cheeky smile*] ]
-Wednesday, March 02, 2005-
it was a great day...tho din rili started tt well...woke up only at 11 wen i was supposed ta b dere at 11!haha...plus it was rainin super heavily wen i went out of d hs...so only managed ta reach dere at 12.30...nonetheless, it was nice...hee...
aniwez...met dearest n had lunch wif him 1st at imm b4 headin ta ps...we were directionless so decided ta catch white noise n so we did...not tt scary...but it was ok...2 bad tix fer Hitch was sellin fast coz i prefer comedy ta horror...english scary movies are gettin unscary lately...urgh!dearest's gettin sick...dun ferget ta take medicine n haf a gud rest...im sure ull b better in no time...*prays*
bought mahself a new pair of shoes...yupz,yupz...its colourful plus retro...haha!wateva indah!I WANT TT TOP FR MNG!!!so nice can...truly fallin in love wif it...*sigh* gonna go on a shoppin spree soon...need cash badly...gonna get mahself d zara tops...d green skirt...d pair of shoes...d pair of pants...n d MNG TOP!!!oh yahz!plus mama's prezzie...hmm...y doesnt money falls fr d sky...??!hee...
dance practices packed mah weekend...*sigh* mah former dance partner, zahdan, got separated fr me...coz we laughed 2 much wen we're 2gether, spent moz of our time laughin, crappin, n makin a fool out of ourselves rather den dancin properly...haha!so got mahself a new partner...boo-hoo...aniwez, got a show at le meridien tis sun...so gettin ready..not rili hyped out abt it...but im on!juz want it ta get over n done wif...
*she wants ta go shoppin*
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u tINk u NOE hEr...
wElL,tInK AgaIn Coz maYbe u DuN...
PeoPlE ArE HyPOcRiTeS...
duN tRy Ta denY!
"Tiger Lily" by Matchbook Romance
we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go (and never let go)
i'll never let go (i'll never let go)
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you
for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.(2x)
why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words.
cause i (cause i..), i don't want to make things any worse.
and i (i..), i don't want to speak these words
cause i, i don't want to make things
and i, i don't want to make things any worse